wanted to blog abt my "wonderful" weekends. but haiz... =(

went wdls library with Dear & bro. wa, suddenly become so "hardworking" worz. acutally not so, jus because Dear had a exam next week & i need to hunt for some materials for my assignment. spent about 3 hrs there. nearly fall aslp with the good weather after the BIG rain. at nite, Dear decided to cook my fav. pasta for me. heehee... i kept nagging at him... "i want the pasta to be exactly Spicy Chicken sauce!!!" haha.. too bad he didn't make it.try harder next time ba~

Dear began his revision at nite. g0t pic evidence to prove his hardworking-ness....



sun intended to go out for a run in the evening & do a little shopping at nite. haiz. everything jus screwed up. bleeding cats & dogs. crampz the whole nite till 5am. i thought the crampz will go away after i wake up. NO! >_<" so i reported MC. Dear was on leave for his revision. we continued our beauty slp while my crampz still continued... ... .... haiz~ mood changed & swing after i woke up. my mood dropped to the lowest when he said he going home after seeing doc. don't feel like opening my mouth to talk. TOTALLY ignoring him! YESH i know i am demanding, unreasonable, hopeless. he need to go home to do his revision. but i'm SICK. if i'm not sick, i don't give a damm why u need to go home... i'm not only SICK plus BLEEDING. mean what? i need someone to give me extra care & concern. HE is the only one i can turn to. whatever lar.

HE let me alone when i need him the most. hiding in the room crying the whole nite till my eyes got swollen!!! i was holding on my phone the whole nite hoping so much so much he will called or even a msg. sad to say not at all. so i switched off my phone. haiz~ dealing with my crampz alone till 3am.

i know what i have done last nite jus make my illness get worse!!! i was struggling at work. pop my crampz medicine, flu & pandonal... jus hope these medicine will make me feel better. i know even though my sickness cure, my emtional still unstable.

walking alone after lunch. spent $30 plus at Watson. bought so many rubbish. continue to spend after work. bought a pair of shoes. another $30 gonez!!! found a way to realise my sadness... i have that urge to spend money the whole day... ... ...






*the Puma Bag & black skirt is given by Dear's mother. they bought in at Shanghai.

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